it's hard to see a role model fall off the pedestal you've put him on... but then i knew that this was one pedestal he probably didn't belong on.... the rumors were all there before he got married... i guess he wanted to believe that marriage could fix his problem... and maybe for a long time it did... i mean theyve been married for like 11 years....
it's just sad b/c they seem so happy... they seem so united... they're always mentioning each other in interviews and they just seem so playful and on the same track and just cut from the same fabric... and i guess u know u think u really know someone and u love their relationship but obviously u dont know whats going on behind closed doors...
and who knows- maybe they are still united... maybe Tea just wants him to get help... i guess only time will tell... or maybe it wont... i cant even think right now... ok maybe i'm not doing 100% better....
it's just also sad to me that this all has to be public b/c it has to be so beyond embarrassing for Tea and West and Miller.... i won't be able to watch Trust The Man in the same way again...
and to everyone who is writing to me on FB/gmail or calling/texting please- if all u want to say is that i shouldnt be so emotional or i should keep things in perspective or otherwise delegitimize what i'm feeling right now then i really don't want to hear it... like i really don't want to hear it...
ok that's all... one question though- why is the city of angels so hell bent on destroying it's male population???
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