did u even knew they had a place for sex addicts????

ok so basically i am beyond freaking out... see when you've spent a good portion of your teen years and then part of your adult life enamored by one man u can easily blow off crazy rumors as being made up... what do they know or they are just so over exaggerating the situation....

but when reuters reports something u can't very well ignore it... i mean u can scream "i dont want to believe" on the top of your lunges for the entire phile world to hear... but at the end of the day u have to sit down and face the Truth that is out there b/c "the truth may hurt but its all that matters" ~Scully, Deadalive...

so i'm sitting here crying- yes crying... partly for David and partly for Tea and partly for West and Miller... and partly for me... yes me.. b/c i'm mourning something tonight... the realization that yes no man is perfect- even one that in ur mind u've perfected over countless years... it's like the loss of innocence or something... i'm still trying to figure out what it is...

part of it is that i had this ideal of a perfect relationship and i held M&S up to that ideal... and i held David and Tea up to it... and it's gone for me now... and i just feel broken...